January 2011
39 posts
fulllofsecrets asked: What's the January challenge?
Jan 1st
Since it's legit the 31st now, .. we have less...
timetobethin: FUCKING PUMPED, GUYS. FASTING MY ASS OFF TOMORROW.
Jan 1st
Happy New Year!
My friend basically ditched me for better new years eve plans because I had to work until like 9. I kind of felt a mix of excitement and annoyance at this for a few reasons. 1. I went grocery shopping today. I was running late for work so my mom had to put away my groceries. I don’t like that. So not going out will give me more time to arrange my food how I want it. 2. My disordered eating...
Jan 1st
December 2010
129 posts
Grocery Shopping Friday- What should I buy?
I want to try to stock up. Money isn’t really an issue. I’m buying a lot of low calorie progresso soups and jello, but I need more ideas.What kinds of things do you buy? What are your staple food items?
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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Buffy The Vampire Slayer Season 6 Episode 14 -
15 minutes and a few seconds in I notice they’re subtlety playing Rilo Kiley and get all excited. Better yet they’re playing Pictures Of Success. Better yet they don’t bleep/blur out “i’ve had it with you and mexico can fucking wait.” I’m watching on Netflix, but I wonder if they got away with that on the actual tv. hmmmmmm.
Dec 30th
Dec 29th
b0ulima-e asked: LOL. omg i know right.
like, i had ONE, and i'm here shaking wanting more HAHA.
fucking worse than any crack.
Dec 29th
Stop me from eating these veggie straws.
lessismore-: I don’t need them, they’re 130 calories for 38, and I want some so fucking bad.  Tell me I can’t. This is your time to shine, anon!  HOLY GOD TRY NOT TO START. VEGGIE STRAWS ARE LIKE CRACK. :( Still 38 for 130 calories isn’t that bad.
Dec 29th
What am I trying to say with this?
All the time I’ve got a million things running around me. Last night I ate four doughnuts. Today I’ve had nothing. I’m scared. I’m scared all the time to be honest. I’m scared because I’ve gained five pounds on and off since September. I’m scared because I can’t find my willpower. I’m scared because honestly if I start to eat I usually...
Dec 29th
Dec 23rd
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Oh god I made cauliflower mashed potatoes today.
They were really really good, plus they were super low calorie considering a whole medium head of cauliflower is like 140 calories. I used some butter (70) and some skim milk (60) and some garlic salt (0). Then I pureed that shit in my cute vintage blender. I could eat the whole thing for under 270 calories. That’s a lot of filling food for being under 300 calories. I would have taken a...
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
166 notes
AWWW
Also thank you all for the nice birthday messages<3 I’m crying in a good way right now:)
Dec 21st
I haven't left you.
My birthday and the days around it are usually one of the worst times of the year for my binge eating. While my birthday didn’t go as horribly as it usually does ( my dad did call last minute, my friends actually took me out to eat last minute, it was kinda fun, etc) I still ate like there was no tomorrow these past few days. I was way to embarrassed to even log on to this account. I swear...
Dec 21st
Dec 18th
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emptyveins asked: hey there :) just wanted to wish you luck in losing weight. please try not to over think it... ive been down a nasty road of weight loss and seeing anybody suffer because of their body image really tears me apart. stay strong, dont cry over it. eat what you want in healthy moderation.
Dec 18th
serend-i-p-i-t-y asked: Happy birthday! ♥
Dec 18th
Today's my birthday.
-I’m 20. -My dad forgot my birthday. -I still live with my parent. (By February I will have enough to move out.) -I don’t drive. -I do have a job which is nice. - I couldn’t go to the mall to hang out with my friends because none of us drive and we couldn’t get a ride home. -lol happy birthday here’s your period luv god. -I’ve been crying all day. -My...
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
5,861 notes
Wow so today at work I almost started crying all...
And I ate a doughnut, a taco, and a bag of salt and vinegar chips. And a banana. I feel like I’m dissolving. I hate that I feel like this.
Dec 18th
Dec 17th
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The holidays,depression, my birthday, etc
I don’t remember ever not crying on my birthday. Saturday’s the big day and I can feel a serious panic attack creeping up. I’ve been working insanely for the last three days, eating like a cow, and just generally feeling fucked up. Something’s got to change soon. Ugh I want my treadmill back. Payday tomorrow though which is good.
Dec 17th
Dec 17th
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Dec 17th
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Dec 17th
258 notes
I've been eating a healthy amount of calories the...
I shouldn’t be upset over this, but I am.
Dec 17th
WatchWatch
dreamtobethin: kristineesmilla: jaicen: veganpb: haloquent: balrogs: ruela | carcrashheart: CLICK THE SQUARES !  THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT THIS I love this SO MUCH. I AM OBSESSED. whoa i had to reblog HOLLYY CRAAPPP!! took me a minute to figure it out lol. I thought it was the psychology test about the “grey circles” or whatever.
Dec 14th
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ellevsed asked: Hope you're doing okay! <3
Just read your post about your weight staying the same at your job D:
I know how you feel >__< I actually just ended up quitting mine, but for multiple reasons...
Dec 14th
Dec 14th
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Reblog if you started doing drugs as soon as you...
Dec 14th
6,349 notes
To be honest,
I haven’t eaten all day. I love this fucking feeling.
Dec 14th
I really need to STOP eating. Not limiting...
skinnyandnew: timefornewbeginnings: belive-in-magic: ME! ME. Fucking me! ME.
Dec 14th
If I could just isolate for like two weeks I would...
Ever since I got this job my weight has been the same. No loss or gain since September. This is driving me nuts.
Dec 14th
Dec 14th
338 notes
lol I can't sleep and my heart is actually racing
Thank you Mega T Green Tea pills w/ hoodia and acai berry. I ate so much today. Mostly fruit and veggies, but still too much. Fasting tomorrow I think.
Dec 14th
I ate a trillion calories today.
Trying not to think about it.  Bought a lot of healthy food which is nice. I’m going to eat salsa and salads for days. Taking my lunch to work tomorrow. Salad with low calorie dressing. I work 11am to 6pm. Got a can of fat- free ravioli’s for dinner when I get home. Then I’ll probably fast the next day. Need sleeeeeeeep. Sleeeeeeeeeeeep.
Dec 13th
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
46,583 notes
My bath was wonderful.
I had some soup (120) now I’m sipping hot chocolate and getting ready to watch The Runaways. Good night so far!
Dec 12th
Dec 11th
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Dec 11th
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Going to take a bubble bath.
Oh god this is exciting. I wish I had a book to read. I may or may not light some candles and make some tea. This would be so much more fun if I lived alone.
Dec 11th
My grandma gave me my Christmas and birthday money...
IT’S THE MOST WONDERFULLL TIME OF THE YEARRRRRRRRRRR Plus I didn’t even eat yet.
Dec 11th
It's noon. So I'll make a list of what I can do...
1. take a bubble bath 2. drink tea 3. hang out with my dog 4. finish season 4 of buffy 5.clean the kitchen 6.wrap presents
Dec 11th
My mind is like racing about everything.
And my stomach is feeling appropriately empty at 4am. Goodnight loves<3
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
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