January 2012
4 posts
Just EnVogue: You can make Skittles Vodka →
vickieatspho:
did-you-kno:
Instructions
1. Separate your skittles into colours 2. Mix 60 skittles and approx. 180mL vodka in empty water bottles 3. Shake the bottles well and leave them overnight. 4. Lots of white residue will be left, filter this out using a coffee filter or…
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Back for now. Don't know how long I'll stay.
Life’s been shitty as fuck lately so I’m going to starve myself again blah blah blah bullshit.
November 2011
9 posts
4 tags
Tonight, I almost had to choke a bitch in my own...
Let me just out right start this post with saying I’m never having sex with my roommate again and I’m not an angry mean person. No matter how sexually frustrated I get I will not ever have sex with that lowly man slut. You do not bring home a drunk ugly old bitch from the bar. You do not let them say shit to my best friend, even in a drunken state. You do not expect me to sit in...
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I kind of had a drunk orgy last night.
yeah.
October 2011
8 posts
Wanna Hear Something Strange?
I don’t even think I have an ED. I’m pretty sure I’m actually bipolar/ manic depressive with really bad ED like tendencies. I fucked a lot up in one month. Fuck. I broke up with my boyfriend because I realized I didn’t even love him. He just loved me and I liked that. Which is nice. I haven’t ate a real meal in two weeks. I don’t even know how much I weigh but I...
31855) I've lost A LOT of weight and I still feel...
August 2011
41 posts
diet pills?
what works? :/
higher than I was before alone in my apartment...
This whole film is made of epic gold. The women smoke and look perfect and the seagulls try to eat the children.
Dear Dad, (the last three days I've been high)
I did get weed. I’m high as fuck right now watching the E! special on Nicki Minaj. She’s badass. I’ve been high for three days. Got high with everyone like my boss who is a somewhat douche sometimes but is usually right and then tonight at work proceeded to bitch him out for his negative attitude. My hand is numb so I had to take a break. Had to pause Nicki. Anyway bad night and...
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everythingcomesdown-deactivated asked: Hey whats the password to your progblog!?
I feel like answering questions.
Make them good? haha
I don't think I mentioned my boyfriends bmi is 17....
And he wonders why I hate taking my clothes off.
it's time to get little,
thinspiration101:
my boyfriend is the sexiest man ive ever known, ive gotta lose another 45 pounds and then i’ll be small and cute, and then we’ll see whatelse needs handling.
Same here. He’s like 6’3 and only weighs 135lbs. :/
binged on a can of spagattio's
Proceeded to try to vomit them up and it was bad. My eyes hurt. I hate purging. Damn. Well that was the last of my food besides tomato soup and two waffles. Ugh. Stupid boy made me think it was okay to eat.
19821) I'm still fat. It feels like I haven't lost...
And the Dad is still awesome and enabling.
Fuck it. Told him the weed helps me eat. Might bring it sooner than Friday because he sounded worried. Getting ready for work in an hour. Wish me luck.
8968) I wish people would understand that...
I must look like shit.
Went to a baseball game today with my family. Someone told my grandma about my ED. All day she was asking me about eating and sleeping and making sly comments about how I need to stop abusing my body. She forced me to eat pasta so I forced her to realize I smoke cigarettes. I get weird with crowds and I was freaking out so she gave me a vicodin like that would help and then proceeded to agree when...
Hungry?
thatdancergirl:
Water.
Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water Hungry? Water
Patterns.
Food makes my physically I'll now.
I had a “normal” day since I was still high. Stomach cramps were killing me and I almost vomited after I ate each time. No more food for a while. Boyfriends moving in when he gets back from his trip. I am excited and terrified. I’m buying a treadmill.
Was yesterday real? (Also known as the night my...
I must look like a mess if my dad is pushing free drugs on me.
So last night my dad took my sister, her fiancé and me out to dinner. I had been good and hungry all day, but eating in a restaurant is a binge trigger so I ate everything I could see like a rabid dog. My sister even gave me her leftovers ( to take home for later!) it was that bad.
So we’re leaving and I’m debating on...
8627) I am in love with my eating disorder. And...
This mustard tastes like an orgasm.
My boyfriend keeps talking about fun cute things were going to do semi naked together when he gets back in two weeks. Sometimes I wonder why he loves me. I am truly terrible. He leaves for three weeks and I’m back at a pack a day and not eating just to fuck myself up.
